Page 3 of The Risk (Kings of Linwood Academy 3)
He holds his hands up in a placating gesture, shaking his head. âIâm sorry. I wasnât trying to imply anything. Call it a misguided effort to make sure you donât get hurt in the end. But itâs not my place to speak like that.â
âItâs fine,â I mutter, finally allowing myself to give in to my flight impulse and slide away from him on the couch.
He seems to realize he oversteppedâthat he was the one who slipped out of character. Heâs so anxious to see my mom convicted of murder that he stepped out of his role as the neutral but sympathetic observer to prod me toward believing Mom couldâve actually done it.
But heâs given me the opening I need to leave. He can tell Iâm agitated, and this time, I have a justifiable reason for it.
âIâbetter get going,â I say in a rush, standing up and tugging my long brown hair over one shoulder. Iâm still in my socks, just like the judge is, but Iâd run through the fucking snow barefoot if it meant getting out of this place right now.
âOf course.â He claps his hands to his knees and stands up, making no move to try to stop me.
âIâm supposed to meet up with a few friends, but I told them I couldnât go anywhere until I stopped by to see you,â I add, subtly letting him know that other people know where I am.
At least, I hope itâs subtle. I canât tell if Iâm talking too loud or not loud enough. My entire body feels fucking numb.
âThen youâd better get out of here before it starts coming down again,â he says, glancing out through the large floor-to ceiling windows on one wall of the room to the snowy landscape beyond. âThe roads will only be getting worse.â
My gaze flicks to his, panic twisting my insides into such knots itâs physically painful.
Is that a threat? Dammit, I canât tell. Heâs too good at his act, too good at keeping his expression perfectly bland and pleasant.
âYeah. Good point. Iâm not used to all this snow.â
I back up to the place where the living room opens into a large foyer, moving toward the door while trying to keep from turning my back to the man who follows me. When I reach the mat where I left my shoes, I scramble to put them on.
âDonât lose faith, Harlow,â Judge Hollowell says. Heâs standing in his nice button-down shirt, slacks, and dress socks, arms crossed over his chest as he watches me. âWhat the police found on your momâs car is pretty damning evidence, but have her tell Scott Parsons to focus on her character. Iâm assuming she has no prior record or history of violence, and sheâs the kind of person a jury will want to believe is innocent. A good lawyer can nudge them in that direction.â
I glance up at him, yanking on the ends of my shoelaces so hard I practically snap them. âIâll tell her.â
âGood. Her public defender doesnât have the finesse of other lawyers, but if he can get some reliable and well-spoken character witnesses, that will help too. Even with the DNA evidence against her, itâs entirely possible sheâll be sentenced to a lesser charge like involuntary manslaughter.â
His tone is soft and gentle, reassuring and calmâand it occurs to me that if I hadnât finally put the pieces together, I would actually feel better now. Iâd feel like I at least had a strategy, something to tell my mom to help her fight this.
But instead of hope, rage burns like an ember in the pit of my soul.
Fuck this man. Fuck his beautiful, modern house and his dead animal trophies. Fuck his lies and manipulations.
Fuck him for ending one life and ruining another.
My hands start to shake so badly I can barely tie my last shoelace, and Judge Hollowell steps forward again as I straighten.
âAre you sure youâre okay, Harlow?â
I suck in a slow breath, forcing my tensing muscles to relax. Then I lift my gaze to his, pouring everything I have into the lie Iâm about to speak.
âI am now. Thank you.â
A small smile tilts his lips, and he nods in satisfaction. âGood. Iâm happy I could help.â
2
Cold air hits my face like a stinging slap as I step outside. I suck in a breath from the shock of it and glance back at Judge Hollowell once as I hurry down the snow-covered walkway to Riverâs car.
I scraped it off when I left Fox Hill Correctional Center, but new snow accumulated while I was inside Hollowellâs house. I honestly donât know how long I was in there. It felt like hours, but it canât have actually been that much time.
My hands shake as I hurriedly scrape off the car, and as soon as the windshield and other windows are clear enough for me to see through, I toss the scraper into the back seat and slide behind the wheel.
Only then do I allow myself to glance once more toward the house.