Page 4 of Ripple Effect (Effect 1)
Adam stopped right in front of me. We spent so much time looking into each otherâs eyes, trying to get a glimpse of what the other person was thinking. There was no way I would take a free membership as that would make me feel cheap.
âIâll bring a check tomorrow when I come at eight. Is there anything else I need to bring?â
Adamâs brows creased again, but a smile formed as he held up the white bracelet for me to take. âBe sure to wear this when you come. It says youâre taken and will keep anyone from approaching you. I donât do relationships, but I sure as hell donât share either.â
I took the bracelet and gave him back the black one. âDoes this mean that you wonât be sleeping with anyone else while this arrangement lasts? I wonât share either. Youâll find that Iâm not a pushover, Adam. I like an even playing field.â
His grin grew wider. âI wonât be fucking anyone else besides you. Iâm hard as a rock from thinking about how many different ways we are going to have each other.â
I liked playful, hot Adam. The way he threw sex out there so casually turned me on since it had always been more clinical in my past relationships.
âGood to know. I canât wait to start this little adventure. Iâd better head out. You have a problem to take care of, and I have a paper to finish up for school.â My voice was steady and unaffected even though my body felt like it was hanging on by a thread.
Adam put his arm on the small of my back. I wanted to look at the intricate details of his tattoos that encased his arms, but I only glanced at them prior to looking ahead. The words Carpe Diem were done on the inside of his right bicep that I had seen earlier while we were in the Afterburn room. I wondered what the story was behind all his different tats.
As we made our way to the door, Adam began talking, filling the silence, âWhen you get here tomorrow, if Iâm not at the side entrance, have Trigger find me.â
âThe guy who was at the door with the blond hair when I came in with Nora?â
âThat would be him. Heâll be aware youâre coming. Donât enter without him or me. I need to make sure everyone knows youâre mine.â
Those last words were exactly the reason I needed to be sure to pay for a membership. The word mine had a lot of meanings. I had a feeling the definition I was used to attaching was not the same as Adamâs. He opened the door for me, and we entered the sex club again.
As the hour grew later, I could tell things got a little steamier out in the open. Couples were now cozied up on the couches, whispering to each other with hands roaming. The interior designer had done a good job of setting the mood as the iridescent lights cast faint hints of color on the frosted glass. Low, mysterious music played that had me wanting to make out with Adam.
Nora was behind the bar in full bartender mode. She saw me and gave me the call-me signal. I gave a little nod her way, confirming I would. I loved Noraâs free spirit and how she always went with the way the wind blew. Some people thought she was a little much, but she was one of my best friends. Nora was about my size, but she had enough gusto to seem like a linebacker on a football team. Her blonde hair was done up messy, but I could still see the streaks of purple that she had added last week. She would change her hair color frequently, depending on her mood.
Nora and I had met at the library where I worked part-time. A few years ago, I had helped her find some books she was looking for, and from there, weâd become friends over time. It took me a while to open up to people and trust them. Nora was the most loyal friend I had ever had besides my mother. Plus, she never pushed me to talk if I didnât want to. She liked to keep her feelings below the surface, too, not exposed for all to see what was going on.
Adam and I approached the door, and Trigger gave me a slight smile.
I said, âNight.â
He responded, âNight.â
I figured Adam would say good-bye to me at the door, but he continued out into the night.
I broke the silence between us. âIâm in the lot across the street. You donât have to walk me to my car.â Escorting me to my vehicle had more of a date feeling than was necessary given our arrangement.
Adamâs hand flexed against my back. âI know. Itâs something I want to do. With the drunk crowd from the bar area, I donât want you running into any problems. Just because we arenât dating doesnât say I donât want to make sure youâre safe.â
My head hurt from the conflicting statements. Those were things a boyfriend would say.
Focus on the facts, Ainsley. âThanks. Do you have a lot of problems on the bar side?â
We started crossing the street to my old silver Camry. It wasnât new and flashy, but at least the car was mine. My mom had cosigned the loan for me as Iâd refused to have anything to do with my dad.
Adam still hadnât answered my question as we made it to my car.
He turned me and leaned toward me, causing my back to touch the driverâs side door. âNormally, no, we donât have many problems. Youâre gorgeous, Ainsley, and I donât want you to be harassed by some horny ass whoâs had too much to drink. Youâre exclusively mine, and I protect whatâs mine. I run a tight establishment here, but that doesnât mean sometimes people donât step over the line, especially where alcohol is involved. Always make sure I know when youâre coming, so someone can be on the lookout for you, okay?â
What the hell am I supposed to say to that?
I reminded myself that he wasnât the bring-you-flowers kind of guy. We were using each otherâs bodies, and that was it. I guessed that didnât imply he had to be a total asshole. He could still be a gentleman.
âOkay. Iâll let you know prior to coming over. Iâll need your cell phone number. Or do you want me to call the club?â
His fingers came underneath my chin, and he raised it until my eyes met his. âIâll text you with it in a bit. Iâll see you tomorrow. If you can come sooner than eight, then text me. Iâll clear my schedule for you.â
âIâll try. I donât get off from the library until five, and Iâm helping a friend out for an hour, so I wonât be available until a little after six.â
Without warning, his lips came down on mine, and he kissed me again. My body automatically reacted to him. I arched into him as the need from earlier came back full force. Adamâs hand went to my hips, and he pushed his erection against me. I was two seconds away from asking him to take me back inside when his phone vibrated. He pulled back from the kiss and leaned his forehead against mine. We were both slightly out of breath.
âFuck. I need to get back in the club. I canât wait to spend time with you tomorrow, Ainsley. Itâs all Iâll think about until then.â
âMe, too. Good luck with your problem.â
Adam stepped away and I opened up the car door.
âIâll see you tomorrow,â he said.
I gave him a shy smile and said, âTomorrow.â
He closed my door and jogged back across the street. He stopped and turned around as I cranked my car. I pulled out of the parking lot, and I could see that he continued to watch me until I was no longer visible to him. This type of arrangement was definitely foreign to me. He was thoughtful, and I believed he was going to be a generous lover. The problems were making sure I kept it businesslike and didnât read too much into the small gestures. My heart had already been bruised from being used and cheated on by Jarrod, and I needed to make sure I kept it safe because Adam was the more dangerous type to have feelings for. He could permeate my mind, my every thought, my existence.
I reminded myself, he was just a lay. Weâre just pleasure buddies. This is no-attachment sex.
That was what I kept telling myself as I made my way home to my apartment.
After I watched Ainsleyâs brake lights disappear, I turned and went into the club.
Fuck me, I want her.
The way sheâd responded to me as Iâd kissed and touched her was incredible.
Shit, I need to stop thinking about her.
; I never thought about a woman for this long after I had sex with her, and I hadnât even had Ainsley yet. She was invading all my thoughts. Iâd have her tomorrow night. Right now, I needed to get my head in the game and focus on the problem at handâthe picture-taking prick.
I walked back to the door and spoke to Trigger, âLet Brandt know Iâm on my way.â
âWill do, Adam.â
Trigger was pulling out his walkie-talkie when I stopped and turned toward him again. I looked around and noticed a few people were standing about.
âThe new girl will be back tomorrow. Donât let anyone lay a hand on her. She has a white bracelet. Sheâs going to be anonymous and hasnât picked her name yet. â
He gave me a smirk. âI figured youâd end up wanting her. Iâll make sure either Snake or I have her until youâre able to get up here. Sheâs a hot piece of ass. Hell, I was going to go after her the minute that black bracelet came off.â
âDonât, Trigger. Donât talk about her like that, or you and I are going to have problems. Sheâs taken. End of fucking story.â The growl in my voice was evident.
Trigger raised his hands in a surrendering motion. âI meant no disrespect, man. It wonât happen again. I know the rules.â
I nodded and then started making my way back to the security office where we kept all the monitors. My mind was working on overdrive as I thought about my outburst of possessive behavior. I scrubbed a hand down my face.
Why the hell did that comment from Trigger bother me? I need to figure it out.