Page 38 of Inheritance (The Inheritance Cycle 4)
âOf course.â
âOf course,â said King Orrin. âI take it, then, you will continue to consult with us on matters of importance, even as Nasuada did?â Eragon hesitated, but before he could reply, Orrin resumed speaking: âAll of usââhe motioned toward the others in the tentââhave risked an enormous amount in this venture, and none of us would appreciate being dictated to. Nor would we submit to it. To be blunt, despite your many accomplishments, Eragon Shadeslayer, you are still young and inexperienced, and that inexperience might very well prove fatal. The rest of us have had the benefit of many years leading our respective forces, or watching others lead. We can help guide you onto the right path, and perhaps together we can still find a way to right this mess and overthrow Galbatorix.â
Everything Orrin said was true, Eragon thoughtâhe was still young and inexperienced, and he did need the othersâ adviceâbut he could not admit as much without appearing weak.
So, instead, he replied, âYou may rest assured that I will consult with you when needed, but my decisions, as always, will remain my own.â
âForgive me, Shadeslayer, but I have difficulty believing that. Your familiarity with the elvesââOrrin eyed Aryaââis commonly known. Whatâs more, you are an adopted member of the Ingeitum clan, and subject to the authority of their clan chief, who just so happens to be King Orik. Perhaps I am mistaken, but it seems doubtful that your decisions will be your own.â
âFirst, you counsel me to listen to our allies. Now you donât. Is it perhaps that you would prefer I listen to you, and you alone?â Eragonâs anger grew as he spoke.
âI would prefer that your choices be in the best interests of our people, and not those of another race!â
âThey have been,â growled Eragon. âAnd they will continue to be. I owe my allegiance to both the Varden and the Ingeitum clan, yes, but also to Saphira, and Nasuada, and my family as well. Many have claim on me, even as many have claim on you, Your Majesty. My foremost concern, however, is defeating Galbatorix and the Empire. It always has been, and if there is a conflict among my loyalties, that is what shall take precedence. Question my judgment, if you must, but do not question my motives. And I would thank you to refrain from implying that Iâm a traitor to my kind!â
Orrin scowled, color rising in his cheeks, and he was about to utter a retort when a loud bang interrupted him as Orik struck his war hammer, Volund, against his shield.
âEnough of this nonsense!â exclaimed Orik, glowering. âYou worry about a crack in the floor while the whole mountain is about to come down upon us!â
Orrinâs scowl deepened, but he did not pursue the matter further. Instead, he picked up his goblet of wine from the table and sank back into the depths of his chair, where he stared at Eragon with a dark, smoldering gaze.
I think he hates you, said Saphira.
That, or he hates what I represent. Either way, Iâm an obstacle to him. Heâll bear watching.
âThe question before us is simple,â said Orik. âWhat should we do now that Nasuada is gone?â He placed Volund flat on the table and ran his gnarled hand over his head. âMine opinion is that our situation is the same as it was this morning. Unless we admit defeat and sue for peace, we still have only one choice: march to Urûâbaen fast as our feet will carry us. Nasuada herself was never going to fight Galbatorix. That will fall to youââhe motioned toward Eragon and Saphiraââand the elves. Nasuada brought us this far, and while she will be greatly missed, we do not need her to continue. Our path allows for little deviation. Even if she were present, I cannot see her doing anything else. To Urûâbaen, we must go, and thatâs the end of it.â
Grimrr toyed with a small black-bladed dagger, seemingly indifferent to the conversation.
âI agree,â said Arya. âWe have no other choice.â
Above them, Garzhvogâs massive head dipped, causing misshapen shadows to glide across the pavilion walls. âThe dwarf speaks well. The Urgralgra will stay with the Varden as long as Firesword is war chief. With him and Flametongue to lead our charges, we will collect the debt of blood that the lack-horned betrayer, Galbatorix, still owes us.â
Eragon shifted slightly, uncomfortable.
âThatâs all very well and good,â said King Orrin, âbut Iâve yet to hear how we are supposed to defeat Murtagh and Galbatorix when we get to Urûâbaen.â
âWe have the Dauthdaert,â Eragon pointed out, for Yaela had retrieved the spear, âand with it, we canââ
King Orrin waved one hand. âYes, yes, the Dauthdaert. It didnât help you stop Thorn, and I canât imagine that Galbatorix will let you come anywhere near him or Shruikan with it. Either way, it doesnât change the fact that youâre still no match for that black-hearted traitor. Blast it, Shadeslayer, youâre not even a match for your own brother, and heâs been a Rider for less time than you!â
Half brother, Eragon thought, but he held his tongue. He could find no way to rebut Orrinâs points; they were valid, each and every one, and they left him feeling shamed.
The king continued: âWe entered this war with the understanding that you would find a way of countering Galbatorixâs unnatural strength. So Nasuada promised and assured us. And yet here we are, about to confront the most powerful magician in recorded history, and weâre no closer to defeating him than when we began!â
âWe went to war,â Eragon said quietly, âbecause it was the first time since the Riders fell that weâve had even the slightest chance of overthrowing Galbatorix. You know that.â
âWhat chance?â sneered the king. âWeâre puppets, all of us, dancing according to Galbatorixâs whims. The only reason weâve gotten this far is because heâs let us. Galbatorix wants us to go to Urûâbaen. He wants us to bring you to him. If he cared about stopping us, he would have flown out to meet us at the Burning Plains and crushed us then and there. And once he has you in his reach, heâll do just that: crush us.â
The air in the tent seemed to grow taut between them.
Careful, said Saphira to Eragon. Heâll leave the pack if you canât convince him otherwise.
Arya appeared similarly worried.
Eragon spread his hands flat on the table and took a moment to gather his thoughts. He did not want to lie, but at the same time he had to find a way to inspire hope in Orrin, which was difficult when Eragon felt little himself. Is this what it was like for Nasuada all those times she rallied us to the cause, convinced us to keep going even when we couldnât see a way clear?
âOur position isnât quite as ⦠precarious as you make it out to be,â said Eragon.
Orrin snorted and drank from his goblet.
âThe Dauthdaert is a threat to Galbatorix,â continued Eragon, âand thatâs to our advantage. Heâll be wary of it. Because of that, we can force him to do what we want, perhaps just a bit. Even if we canât use it to kill him, we might be able to kill Shruikan. Theirs isnât a true pairing of dragon and Rider, but Shruikanâs death would still wound him to the core.â
âItâll never happen,â said Orrin. âHe knows that we have the Dauthdaert now, and heâll take the appropriate precautions.â
âMaybe not. I doubt Murtagh and Thorn recognized it.â
âNo, but Galbatorix will when he examines their memories.â
And heâll also know of Glaedrâs existence, if they havenât told him already, Saphira said to Eragon.
Eragonâs spirits sank further. He had not thought of that, but she was right. So much for any hope of surprising him. We have no more secrets.
Life is full of secrets. Galbatorix cannot predict exactly how we will choose to fight him. In that, at least, we can confound him.
âWhich of the death spears have you found, O Shadeslayer?â asked Grimrr in a seemingly bored tone.
âDu Niernenâthe Orchid.â
The werecat blinked, and Eragon had the impression that he was surprised, although Grimrrâs expression remained blank as ever. âThe Orchid. Is that so? How very strange to find such a weap
on in this age, especially that ⦠particular weapon.â
âWhy so?â asked Jörmundur.
Grimrrâs small pink tongue passed over his fangs. âNiernen is notoriousss.â He drew out the end of the word into a short hiss.
Before Eragon could press the werecat for more information, Garzhvog spoke, his voice grinding like boulders: âWhat is this death spear you speak of, Firesword? Is it the lance that wounded Saphira in Belatona? We heard tales of it, but they were odd indeed.â
Eragon belatedly remembered that Nasuada had told neither the Urgals nor the werecats what Niernen truly was. Oh well, he thought. It canât be helped.
He explained to Garzhvog about the Dauthdaert, then insisted everyone in the pavilion swear an oath in the ancient language that they would not discuss the spear with anyone else without permission. There was some grumbling, but in the end they all complied, even the werecat. Trying to hide the spear from Galbatorix might have been pointless, but Eragon could see no good in allowing the Dauthdaert to become general knowledge.
When the last of them had finished their oaths, Eragon resumed speaking, âSo. First, we have the Dauthdaert, and thatâs more than we had before. Second, I donât plan on facing Murtagh and Galbatorix together; Iâve never planned to. When we arrive at Urûâbaen, weâll lure Murtagh out of the city, and then weâll surround him, with the whole army if necessaryâthe elves includedâand weâll kill or capture him once and for all.â He looked round at the gathered faces, trying to impress them with the force of his conviction. âThirdâand this is what you have to believe deep in your heartsâGalbatorix isnât invulnerable, however powerful he is. He might have cast thousands upon thousands of wards to protect himself, but in spite of all his knowledge and cunning, there are still spells that can kill him, if only we are clever enough to think of them. Now, maybe Iâll be the one to find the spell that is his undoing, but it might just as well be an elf or a member of Du Vrangr Gata. Galbatorix seems untouchable, I know, but thereâs always a weaknessâthereâs always a crevice you can slip a blade through and thus stab your foe.â
âIf the Riders of old couldnât find his weakness, what is the likelihood we can?â demanded King Orrin.
Eragon spread his hands, palms upward. âMaybe we canât. Nothing is certain in life, much less in war. However, if the combined spellcasters of our five races canât kill him, then we might as well accept that Galbatorix is going to rule as long as he pleases, and nothing we can do is going to change that.â
Silence pervaded the tent, short and profound.
Then Roran stepped forward. âI would speak,â he said.
Eragon saw the others around the table exchange glances.
âSay what you will, Stronghammer,â said Orik, to King Orrinâs evident annoyance.
âIt is this: too much blood and too many tears have been shed for us to turn back now. It would be disrespectful, both to the dead and to those who remember the dead. This may be a battle between godsââhe appeared perfectly serious to Eragon as he said thisââbut I for one will keep fighting until the gods strike me down, or until I strike them down. A dragon might kill ten thousand wolves one at a time, but ten thousand wolves together can kill a dragon.â
Not likely, Saphira snorted in the privacy of her and Eragonâs shared mind space.
Roran smiled without humor. âAnd we have a dragon of our own. Decide as you wish. But I, for one, am going to Urûâbaen, and Iâll face Galbatorix, even if I have to do it by myself.â
âNot by yourself,â said Arya. âI know I speak for Queen Islanzadà when I say that our people will stand with you.â
âAs will ours,â rumbled Garzhvog.
âAnd ours,â affirmed Orik.
âAnd ours,â Eragon said in a tone that he hoped would discourage dissent.
When, after a pause, the four of them turned toward Grimrr, the werecat sniffed and said, âWell, I suppose weâll be there too.â He inspected his sharp nails. âSomeone has to sneak past enemy lines, and it certainly wonât be the dwarves bumbling around in their iron boots.â
Orikâs eyebrows rose, but if he was offended, he hid it well.
Two more drinks Orrin quaffed; then he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and said, âVery well, as you wish; weâll continue on to Urûâbaen.â His cup empty, he reached for the bottle in front of him.
A MAZE WITHOUT END
ERAGON AND THE others spent the rest of the conclave discussing practicalities: lines of communicationâwho was supposed to answer to whom; assignments of duty; rearrangements of the camp wards and sentinels to prevent Thorn or Shruikan from sneaking up on them again; and how to secure new equipment for the men whose belongings had been burned or squashed during the attack. By consensus they decided to hold off announcing what had happened to Nasuada until the following day; it was more important for the warriors to get what sleep they could before dawn brightened the horizon.
And yet, the one thing they never discussed was whether they should try to rescue Nasuada. It was obvious that the only way to free her would be to seize Urûâbaen, and by then she would probably be dead, injured, or bound to Galbatorix in the ancient language. So they avoided the subject entirely, as if to mention it was forbidden.
Nevertheless, she was a constant presence in Eragonâs thoughts. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw Murtagh striking her, then the scaly fingers of Thornâs paw closing round her, and then the red dragon flying off into the night. The memories only made Eragon more miserable, but he could not stop himself from reliving them.
As the conclave dispersed, Eragon motioned to Roran, Jörmundur, and Arya. They followed him without question back to his tent, where Eragon spent some time asking their advice and planning for the day to come.
âThe Council of Elders will give you some trouble, Iâm sure,â Jörmundur said. âThey donât consider you as skilled at politics as Nasuada, and theyâll try to take advantage of that.â The long-haired warrior had appeared preternaturally calm since the attack, so much so that Eragon suspected he was on the verge of either tears or rage, or perhaps a combination of both.
âIâm not,â Eragon said.
Jörmundur inclined his head. âNevertheless, you must hold strong. I can help you some, but much will depend on how you comport yourself. If you allow them to unduly influence your decisions, theyâll think they have inherited the leadership of the Varden, not you.â
Eragon glanced at Arya and Saphira, concerned.
Never fear, said Saphira to them all. No one shall get the better of him while I stand watch.
When their smaller, secondary meeting came to an end, Eragon waited until Arya and Jörmundur had filed out of the tent; then he caught Roran by the shoulder. âDid you mean what you said about this being a battle of the gods?â
Roran stared at him. âI did. ⦠You and Murtagh and Galbatorixâyouâre too powerful for any normal person to defeat. Itâs not right. Itâs not fair. But so it is. The rest of us are like ants under your boots. Have you any idea how many men youâve killed single-handedly?â
âToo many.â
âExactly. Iâm glad youâre here to fight for us, and Iâm glad to count you as my brother in all but name, but I wish we didnât have to rely on a Rider or an elf or any sort of magician to win this war for us. No one should be at the mercy of another person. Not like this. It unbalances the world.â
Then Roran strode out of the tent.
Eragon sank onto his cot, feeling as if he had been struck in the chest. He sat there for a while, sweating and thinking, until the strain of his overactive thoughts caused him to spring upright and hurry outside.
As he exited the tent, the six Nighthawks jumped to their feet, readying their weapons to accompany him wherever he might be going.
Eragon motioned for them to stay put. He had protested, but Jörmundur insisted upon assigning Nasuadaâs guards, in addition to Blödhgarm and the other elves, to protect him. âWe canât be too careful,
â he had said. Eragon disliked having even more people follow him around, but he had been forced to agree.
Walking past the guards, Eragon hurried over to where Saphira lay curled on the ground.
She opened one eye as he neared and then lifted her wing so he could crawl under it and nestle against her warm belly. Little one, she said, and began to hum softly.
Eragon sat against her, listening to her humming and to the soft rustle of air flowing in and out of her mighty lungs. Behind him, her belly rose and fell with a gentle, soothing cadence.
At any other time, her presence would have been enough to calm him, but not now. His mind refused to slow, his pulse continued to hammer, and his hands and feet were uncomfortably hot.
He kept his feelings to himself, to avoid disturbing Saphira. She was tired after her two fights with Thorn, and she soon fell into a deep slumber, her humming fading into the ever-present sound of her breathing.
And still Eragonâs thoughts would not give him rest. Over and over, he returned to the same impossible, incontrovertible fact: he was the leader of the Varden. He, who had been nothing more than the youngest member of a poor farming family, was now the leader of the second-largest army in Alagaësia. That it had happened at all seemed outrageous, as if fate was toying with him, baiting him into a trap that would destroy him. He had never wanted it, never sought it, and yet events had thrust it upon him.
What was Nasuada thinking when she chose me as her successor? he wondered. He remembered the reasons she had given him, but they did nothing to alleviate his doubts. Did she really believe I could take her place? Why not Jörmundur? Heâs been with the Varden for decades, and he knows so much more about command and strategy.
Eragon thought of when Nasuada had decided to accept the Urgalsâ offer of an alliance in spite of all the hate and grief that existed between their two races, and even though it had been Urgals who had killed her father. Could I have done that? He imagined notânot then, at least. Can I make those sorts of decisions now, if theyâre whatâs required to defeat Galbatorix?